I've decided on doing the 10-day challenge...to atleast ease the pain and, get myself sleepy.

day 1 starts now.

Day 1: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. I love you, and I’m sorry for hurting you, but you hurt me too. and it always happens…I don’t want to hate you for causing me this kind of depression. But I will still love you… and pray for you, and pray for us. and pray that dad gets home soon so you’d be more than happier :(

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2. I miss the old you. I miss how things were before…when things were less complicated. But I’m happy you’re happy with your life right now. If you need me, I’ll be right here.

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3. Please come home on my 18th birthday. :( It would mean a lot… really really mean a lot.:(

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4. I miss your out-of-this-world recipes and experiments. I miss your silly boxers, and your flubby-“ab”ed stomach (if that’s what you call it). I miss how you wrestle me when I was a kid, and suffocate me with your hairy armpit (yuck). I miss having someone to argue with all the time, yet plays PS2 games with me all night and make bets…eat huge burgers and fries. I MISS YOU. Please come home.

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5. We always argue every-single-day…from headbands to pillows. but deep inside I love you. I just don’t know how to express it… But I am very proud of what you’ve become.

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6. Thank you for loving me through all these years, staying with me and making me your princess. I love you so much and I promise you that wish of yours, in a white dress you’ll love to see.

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7. Thank you for being there. Thank you for taking time to listen to my rants and stories…for making me feel cared for, and loved. I hope you still would choose to stay in the end…. because I want you to be part of my life.

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8. I’m glad you’re there. Even if your jokes are too silly, and your pick-up lines are so cheesy. I’m very happy I have someone like you in my life. Just please don’t be like THEM.

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9. Thank you for inspiring me tonight. I saw one of your tumblr posts and I started making posts related to that. It helped me a lot, you know. It’s like a blessing in disguise. THANK YOU.

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10. /future/ Please take care of my heart…cause I’ve been saving it for you. |